I did go visit my Dr re: the overwhelming grief…. a talk with him helped and I now go to see a lovely lady at the "wellness clinic" when I feel everything is just too much.
Another thing I have done is rejoined ww…. I didn't think I would be able to focus on it, but on the advice from my Dr I am going. Weigh in today a loss of 1.4 Last week I gained 1.8 and the week before lost 1.2 soooo in the 3 weeks I have been going I am slightly in front. I am just taking it one day at a time. No stress.
I have my lil man here…and of course his Mummy. Little turd has well and truly hit the terrible 2's…. but I love him just the same.. Doesn't help that he has picked up on the vibes that Mummy and Daddy are not together and their is trouble between them. It may get worked out…but I sorta hope it doesn't …. what he has done will be done again as he has done it once before. Trust has been broken BUT its daughter's decision to make, not mine.
Anyways….off to sit by by nice warm fire. Its bitterly cold here today.