Monday, May 25, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I am having some good days and some bad ones.
I am trying, really trying BUT seem to have lost all motivation again....just can't seem to run 2 or 3 good days together. Sweet tooth has really kicked in too, really craving sweets! Menopause is not helping, these darn hot flushes are driving me crazy. I have made a Drs appointment, just can't hack it anymore, hoping I can get some sort of help/advice from him AGAIN!
Shawn had the kids on Saturday, 3 very excited kids they were, they were so happy to see Daddy and all played together the whole 2 hours. I had the pleasure of looking after Kaleb althou Shawn did give him his bottle and change him....
Don't know if him and Hannah have Shayden yet on Thursday for his 1st birthday....hope they do. DCP are very slack in replying to phone calls...
On the countdown to Melbourne....only a week to go.....
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Mothers day, he will pick her up on his way home tomorrow arvo. Took her shopping today and picked up some great bargains. Think I might have walked her just a bit too far as her feet have swollen up tonight. Mum is 80 on the 1st July and her age is only just starting to catch up with her. She still lives independently doing all her own work including all her own gardening.....but she is starting to realise she just can't do all she used too!!
Mum and I get on real well......but she must ALWAYS have a stab at me and my weight and build and how like my fathers side of the family I am. My dad's sisters are/were on the large side always battling their weight like me. Where as my mum, her mum, her sister, my sister are all naturally slim!
Mum's first question to me on Friday arvo when I walked in the door when I got home was geeeeeee Jen those jeans are getting a bit tight on you aren't they? I didn't think they were but yeahhhh I am still battling in getting myself ''reined in'' ! I am really struggling but ahhhh well I haven't given in and I won't!! No way am I going to let myself get .... dare I say it ... like "my Dad's side of the family".
Shawn had his access visit at home again today. He was in a great mood despite all that has gone on in the week, things haven't been the best with DCP, Shawn and Hannah. Anyways when the supervisor came with the kids she said to Shawn Kaleb has a cold and his carer would like you to keep him indoors today if you can. Well Shawn hit the roof, poor kids were in tears there for a few minutes scared I guess that he was going to throw one of his tanties.....but he didn't, he got himself under control. But geeeeeeeee DCP has got a lot to answer too, I am so over them. They say they are there to protect the kids but I am afraid I don't find it that way....to me all they are concerned about isd the bloody paperwork. I am still waiting to hear back from them re the request I put in to have Skye for a sleepover.....how much paperwork does that require?? ohhhhhh and would you believe we HAVE to get a DCP police clearance if we want her to sleepover!!!
Anyways tomorrow all have a great MOTHERS DAY.....
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Skye Nicole and Caitlin Rose
Shawn and his 4