Saturday, July 22, 2017
I need to sit down here and write more than I am today...but I haven't got the time.
Things are going on....Simon has walked out on Tracey and is not going back....after years of being put down he has finally had enough. Pity it had to come to that as deep down Tracey has got a heart of gold, but she is very opinionated and its always HER way..so much so the kids are the same way as she is... Anyways no time to express it all...no matter what happens I am there for him.
Some good news.....
Shhhhhh she is keeping it very quiet for the moment....hard to do as she is very excited but there are reasons.
Weight 2.1 down in the last 2 weeks...its been a struggle, and this week hasn't got off to a good start.
Sunday, July 09, 2017
A gain for me this....this playing catch up every week HAS TO STOP!!!
I indulged last Friday and Saturday after weighing in....and I have done the same this week.....so WHY am I doing this to myself??
I really want to get down to my goal but I keep sabotaging myself. That HAS TO STOP too!!
If I want to get anywhere I need to get my head in the right place again, get those joggers out and use them and just move it !!
Right onwards....and lets hope I haven't set for myself up for another gain this week....
Sunday, July 02, 2017
It was Happy Birthday to my mum yesterday, the 2nd birthday we have had without her.
Was a horrid day for me....I really missed her. And yep....did my usual, ate my emotions....
I could hear her saying "your ass won't fit in those jeans Jen" but all I wanted to do was drown my sorrows..
Talking about Mum this morning with hubby...and he made me realise even though we lost her when we didn't expect too we had her a lot longer than we thought we were going too. Mum survived bowel cancer in 1993 when she was in her 60's and then in 1994 she survived liver cancer....so we were lucky that we had her as long as we did. And even if she had survived her stroke and her fall, she would have been in a lot of pain and she would have had to spend an awful lot of time in hospital and rehab and there is no way she would have liked that. Mum hated hospitals.
Anyways....after a great week last week where I had a good loss on the scales....this week its going to catch up time again.
I better get to it and stop the dilly dally'ing if I want to get on that ship in 4 months time weighing 10 kilo's less than I do now...