Easter….

 Easter means chocolate. Chocolate = big gain. 

Big gain = throw the scales away and eat more chocolate. 

I’m disgusted with myself and yet I still eat. 

To be continued next week…

Easter Weekend.

 First up….weighed in Saturday morning, a 100g down. Since weigh in I’ve eaten everything I shouldn’t have. Hot cross buns and chocolate galore….I’ve made a real pig of myself. Why can’t I just have a taste of something and be happy? Nahhhh not me, I’m not happy till I scoffed the damn lot!!! Then go….why did I do that???   Stupid that’s what it is. Holiday coming up in June, remember the goal I made for myself in June, well that isn’t going to happen now is it? 

Holiday in June, yep that’s still happening, though the goal I set for it isn’t!  It was very doable but I keep eating and haven’t achieved much yet 😙😚But Easter is done, and there is still the rest of this month and all of May to go yet soooooo let’s see what happens. 

Now my cough/cold/reflux….. The cough is still happening, not as frequent but I’m coughing. Still have slight sniffles….but they only seem to happen when I wear my mask. I’m booking another appointment to see or talk to my Doctor. 

Yesterday I got to see my gorgeous little great granddaughter….isn’t she just the cutest? 

My son, the granddad….or “Grumps” as he is to be called. Jahzara loved his voice. 

Isn’t she gorgeous? Loved the bag her few little eggs were in, wasn’t interested in the eggs.

Wet Sunday

 Brrrrr cold front has come through today and it’s been wet and cold all day. If this keeps up the fire will soon be lit. I love sitting by a lovely warm wood fire on a cold night. 

Luckily the rain stayed away last night. It was my nieces (by marriage as she married my nephew) 40th birthday party last night….her birthday was a few weeks ago but due to Covid restrictions was unable to have party till last night. And that enabled her to celebrate with her eldest child, her son Thomas who was celebrating his 16th 🥳 

It was a lovely night catching up with family and friends. Yummy snacks, yummy dinner and even yummier cake. Yep, I indulged 🐖🐖. Actually yesterday I was a real little piggy  all day. 🐷  I never intended it to happen, but hubby and I had a real relaxing day at home by ourselves so we ended up eating and drinking whatever whenever. 

Anyways I tracked all yesterdays treats and I’m big time minus on my ww app, but today I’m back on track and hopefully I can say thataway. 

I’ve been remembering my brother today. He was tragically killed in a accident in 1979. He was only 27. I am the 3rd child born, he was the 2nd, the 2 in the middle of 4. We were close and even after all this time I miss him. Actually the party last night was his family, Crystal would have been his daughter in law, and Thomas his grandson. 

Ohh lost 500 grams. How I don’t know, I’m still not recovered. Antibiotics did nothing, though in saying that my cough is not as frequent. 

Been a long week.

 It’s been a very long week. I worked Monday to Thursday and I really struggled through all 4 shifts. They are only 4 hours but believe me when you feeling crappy those 4 hours go forever. 

I’m still struggling. I had a phone consult  with my Dr and was prescribed some antibiotics but I’m still coughing and snuffly. Even though I’m better than what I have been I’m still not feeling good at all. I’m tired, grumpy and emotional and yep eating all those feels. 

So this mornings weigh in, which I seriously debated with myself about doing, showed a 1.1 gain……I suppose it could have been worse 😒😟☹️😫 

The rate at which I’m going I’ll never loose this dratted weight. 

And I’m beginning to wonder if I’m ever going to feel better 😏