Thankfully……

 Thankfully October is over. Since my last weigh in and Drs visit I have been feeling very blahhhh. One of my medications was changed and I don’t think … well I know that it disagreed with me. I was feeling lightheaded, nauseous and had a horrid taste in my mouth constantly.  I unfortunately reacted by eating foods that I shouldn’t, I was just looking for something to take the horrible taste out of my mouth. Anyways, last few days I’ve been feeling a lot better as I’ve stopped taking the meds. I see my Dr in a few weeks so hopefully it can be sorted then. ( Yes, I did a phone consult with her before I stopped the med) And now maybe I can get myself back on track again. I dragged my scales out and I’ve gained just over a kilo,  so I’ve got a few weeks to get me and my body on track before my official weigh in. I hated dragging those scales out as I have fought with them demons for many many years. I had to stop excessive daily weight ins a day to just once a day, then work myself up to once a week. It was so hard but I did it!!  And now I have managed to go weekly to monthly as I try to get this weight off to help my knee. Walking in water has helped me so much, I have really been enjoying it. I’ve made some new friends and some are in the same situation as me and others have had surgery and trying to heal. It’s a long hard battle, but hopefully one I will  eventually win. I’ve been trying for a long time now, years actually. But if nothing else I’m not a quitter !! 

I’ve got my 2 youngest grandchildren here for the night, mum and her bestie have gone to a music festival. Anyways it’s time to get them off their iPads and ready for bed. 

Goodnight….