William is growing up….

11 weeks and look what I can do



This little man is the highlight of my life at the moment, thank heavens Kylee keeps in regular contact and sends me all these little snippets of William.  I miss them so darn much.



Been a very topsy turvy week. Last Thursday I caught up with my nieces for coffee…and left before lunch as we had an appointment at the post office to submit forms for our passports. On the way home my mobile rang…I checked it and saw it was hubby, so I pulled over as I don't have hands free in my little car to answer him….and he said would I go to his mum's instead of home as I was needed there. He reassured me his mum was ok….BUT i knew something had happened as hubby very very rarely even turns on his mobile!
And it was bad news…hubby's Aunty Coral, his mums younger sister had passed away. She was nearly 87. Hubby's mum is nearly 89 and of course that news has upset her very much….so a lot of our time this week has been spent with her.

Exercise has been good so far this week again…but food…pfffffft…
Hopefully once the funeral is over, life might go back to normal again. 
Why is that whenever there is any stresses in my life I eat….yet my mum and my sister tend to forget to eat!!  I must take after my fathers side of the family….my mum reckons I do, and remembering my Dad's sisters I can see that I do…

Anyways…as per usual I haven't given up.  I have just under 12 months to lose the weight…as the cruise IS BOOKED !!

We fly to Sydney from Perth and board the boat on the 16th March next year.  We go to NZ, stopping at Wellington, Picton, Dunedin, Dusky Sound, Doubtful Sound, then onto Melbourne,  Adelaide then disembark back in Perth WA.
I so can't wait….
if the above is not incentive enough to lose the kilo's then I don't know what will. 

Mummy fed me...

More bad days than good...

But I haven't given in…I will keep on persisting. The clothes are tight, make that very tight..and I refuse to buy any new ones in a bigger size.
And I now have more than my health to think about. Today, hubby and I went and organised our passports….as next year we are doing a cruise….look out New Zealand …. I am a coming to visit !!!  Excited much….
Now its just get my act together and just do it ehhh?  Easier said than done sometimes, but I am thankfully am stubborn so its just a matter of trying, trying and trying again till that good old mojo kicks in again. Hope its soon…sometimes I feel bloody ancient, I am just too heavy and my bones keep on telling me so.

Now to finish…..

 Wee little William having his first taste of veggies...

and one of those cute smiles of his that I miss …hasn't my little man grown so much?  I get to see him next month…...something else to get excited about.

Time to wake up to myself….

me and my gorgeous niece Tammi

The gorgeous bride Crystal and handsome groom, my nephew Tom

 These pics are taken at my nephews wedding…aren't my niece and nephew just gorgeous…I love these kids. 

Me with Tom and Tammi, my twin niece and nephew.

Family pic.

This pic was my wake up call this morning, I realised how fat and horrible looking I have become….omg what have I done to myself??
Today, I have thought about this pic as I have worked. Farkkk no wonder my feet hurt, and feel so goddamn unhealthy!! I had a few chores to do at work today..chores that I used to find easy, today after seeing that pic I realised why I struggle. 
Tomorrow it has to be 120% on track and as many days as I can thereafter!!
                                                                         

My gorgeous wee little William..


And to end the post…I can't go without sharing this gorgeous pic of my little man William. Thankfully Kylee sends me lots of pics….and we have FaceTime whenever we can.
I really want to be able to run and play with this little man…another reason to lose this damn weight I have put back on!!
I am ashamed of myself…but its up to me now to make those changes again..done it once, surely I can do it again.