Ups and downs...

 I am back again…slowly getting myself back to normal. Life these past 2 weeks have been hectic with a few extra shifts and lots of sorting out a higher level of care for hubby's mum. 
And then to top it all off, one of hubby's cousins was killed in a tragic horrible accident. "Big Red" as he was known was a giant of a man, big in stature and personality. Not only was he Ted's cousin, he was also his mate. He is going to be so sadly missed by so many. We had our final goodbye yesterday, a very emotional day for us both. 

Last week I had a 100g gain, this week a 200g loss. I just can't seem to string 2 good days in a row. Work today and I am usually so on track…but today I have lost the plot already. I just so need to find that "happy place" and the strength to stay there, seem to have lost my self worth.

As you can see by the pics, I have my little man staying here again. Kylee and Garry are down for a wedding and I have this little treasure to look after.  Its great to have something to smile about. 

I think the main reason for the loss this weigh in was the walking I did pushing this pram with William in it….he loves his walks.

Today he had his first haircut, he had hair in his eyes, and on his neck the hair was turning into dreadlocks after a night of sleeping, used to have to be brushed to get the knots out. Now he looks like a 16 month old lil boy.
A few more days more to enjoy the kisses and cuddles before he has to head back home.