Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Its back to work...
And 35years with the son of my heart was not long enough…and my dear husband has lost another child, his precious eldest child, his mate…45 years was nowhere long enough.
As we were preparing to leave to go to the crematorium on Friday two doves came and landed on the fence at Tanya's. The male just sat there and looked around at us all, and the female preened her feathers. We think this was an omen that Paul was with her as they sat there just preening and watching us for about 5 minutes, even as the kids ran around making noise. It helped sooth our broken hearts a little.
Our lives, everyone of us, has a huge hole in it now…
Our only thing that does console us all is that he did not linger, the cancer is not causing him any more pain. He fought…but lost the battle.
I go back to work heavy hearted tomorrow.
Thank you all for the lovely messages of sympathy.