Wednesday, January 02, 2019
I am finally allowing myself to begin to let go of all the anger, the hurt and grief that has wrapped me up for the past 3 years. I have been (I think) to scared to let myself be "me" and live because of all that I have lost. It hurts so much still.
Day 1 was yesterday....I aced it!!
I am not allowing myself a day "off" till my birthday in February.
Going to be a challenge as I will have visitors from New Zealand here on the 4th, then a funeral to attend on the 7th. But do it I will...I have too...for me !!
I know I am going to have set backs, and off days...but I have to rediscover myself. This has to be for me...the real me.