This week…..

 This week has been such a cold miserable one. 

All of us are still trying to come to terms with Micheal dumping Kylee. I know I am still in shock and still so darn angry with him. We still haven’t told the kids, Kylee plans to tell William after his weekend away with his Dad this coming weekend. At this stage there has been no real questioning about him as they know he has been super busy. They both had soccer on the Saturday so that filled that day and Sunday Mummy and Summer had a day together and Uncle Shawn took William out bush to get some wood then they went to the estuary and did some fishing. Shawn’s mate has a boy a year younger than William and they get on really really well. 

Kylee has some shares that she had with Woolworths and she thinking of selling them so she can do her 4x4 up and rig it out for camping with the kids. Shawn heads off most weekends so she is planning on tagging along too.

Not much else happening in the world of Jen. Had my Mandurah bestie down on Thursday and went op shopping and lunch out. Always wonderful to spend some time with her. Skye tagged along too and got herself a few bargains.

Weigh in. 100gram gain. Not too fussed about that as I’ve been losing steadily since home from our holiday. This week although I haven’t cheated, indulged or over eaten I’ve felt bloated and blahhh. I know I haven’t been moving enough or drinking enough water so this week those 2 things are on the tracker to do….

Right, time to get off bum and organising some dinner. 

And again…..

 And again it’s weigh in day 

And again I recorded another 400 gram loss 👏

I’m happy with that, any loss is a good loss. 

It hasn’t been the easiest of weeks. 

I’ve been so worried about Kylee and the kids. Not only has she been grieving the loss of her relationship (the asshole) but she has been so sick with the flu…as have the kids. I took Summer up to speech therapy this morning while K took William to his psychiatrist. He is slowly coming to terms with his Dad and his abandonment so when we get around to telling him about Micheal I guess that will set him back again. Let’s hope it doesn’t set him too far back. 

Not too much else to talk about. 

It’s been so cold here these past few weeks. It’s not helping me, I’ve been so lazy and lethargic and not drinking enough. Time to get out of this lazy funk….and move!!

Really…..

 

Now tell me please do these pics look as though he doesn’t love his girl???

The reason I ask this as on Saturday afternoon daughter dropped kids off with their Dad and went to Micheals. He then tells her “he cares deeply” for her but he has never loved her !!  Kylee said never, he said no never, I thought the love would grow. My heart broken girl bravely said to him what am I doing here then and walked out. She rang me sobbing her heart out out. OMG, my first thought was she’d been in an accident or Bozo had been with the kids as she was sobbing so hard, but this shocked me just as much.  For gods sake every time they were together he was touching her, kissing her, hugging her……then this. After 4 bloody years together he tells her he has never loved her. To string her along like that, what a fucking asshole….I’m so angry. And it’s not just her, what about the kids. William and Summer loved him. They called him their bonus Daddy. Why, why, why???? She hasn’t heard from him since which is good, but he could have checked to see if she got home ok.  She is not eating, looks like shit and so teary. Wish I could make her better.

Now it’s weigh in day. 400g loss this week. 

And just like that……

 …..another week has flown by. 

I’ve worked extra this week, a workmate couldn’t do her shifts and no one else could cover, so I covered them for her. 

I went shopping and found some boots I liked, they were my reward for losing 10k👢 

My mum’s birthday was on Saturday, July 1st, so decided to head down to tend her grave with my sister. We bought flowers for her. I ALWAYS bought flowers for her, she loved  them.  7 years she has been gone now, but heck some days it feels like yesterday. I miss her so much.  Bought some extra and visited Dad and my brother as well along with my maternal grandparents. And of course my sister and I caught up with all the family news as we wandered around the cemetery. We both love cemeteries and the history in them. 

Wet and miserable again here again today with a thunderstorm predicted this afternoon. A good day to sit in my chair in front of the fire and read.

Weigh in day, 300g down 😁