My stomach is churning, I’m not sleeping and my brain just won’t shut down. My son has relapsed. Not only is it alcohol but he is doing drugs too.
We told son he had to tell his friend camping in the camper she had to go, she’d been here weeks too long already, we had agreed to 2 or 3 weeks till she was on her feet. Well that went down like a lead balloon. He started on at us…and out came the truth. It wasn’t at all pleasant, damn heartbreaking 💔
His life is falling apart before our eyes. Once again his wages have gone in 2 days. He got paid Wednesday afternoon and when he left here yesterday afternoon he had next to nothing. He’s been taking a lot of time off work and he has to go see his manager on Monday and who knows if he will keep his job. This has always been a drug free home and it’s going to stay that way so if drugs are the life he wants to live again he won’t be doing it here.
He worked so hard to turn his life around and we were so darn proud of what he has achieved. It can’t have been easy. And then a so called “friend” comes back into his life and somehow manipulated him and turned our son into an addict again….just like he did when they were school friends.
Now what the future for him is….who knows.
Ours will be full of stress, that I do know.
I’m so sorry your recent suspicions about your son have turned out to be true. So heartbreaking for you all. Try to be kind to yourself
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to read this. It’s not something I’ve ever had to deal with and can’t imagine how you are feeling. Marie, Melbourne
ReplyDeleteoh my dear, my heart is breaking for you! I was so hopeful that what you had been hinting at recently was just a mamas worry. As horrible as you feel, just remember to take care of yourself through all of this. ~~hugs~~
ReplyDeleteSo sorry about your son. Please do not blame yourself. His choice.
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