Sunday, February 17, 2013


Going well, then what do I do....miss tablets, get a craving and give into it....then continue on thinking well I have blown it now what the hell !!

Now to get the damn halo back on and remember how good I have been feeling about myself....the mood I am in its not gonna be easy.  

A week of early starting shifts coming up...gotta get myself organised. 

PS.  Today has gone from bad to worse...then after reading a few blogs I decided I HAVE to stop putting myself down, I can do this. I am not perfect, I do get cravings and do give into them, I do make mistakes, and I will self doubt myself....again.....but I am no quitter and I will not give in. Then  realising this my day got better....

Monday morning 5.20am......self sabotaged myself again last night, but I ain't no quitter so continue on I will. I will eventually succeed....its another day today.


  1. Know the feeling - but am trying to implement Chris at Diet Coke Rocks mantra - just one day at a time. Hang in there x

  2. Yep none of us are perfect ... man I'm the queen of imperfection!! Never too late to get back into it I reckon (talking to myself here)

  3. As long as you never give up, you are a bloody winner Chick. Keep that in mind.

  4. Each day is a new day Jen. xx

    Love your holiday pics. Glad you had a lovely time.

    P.S. Fig jam - Yum!
    You are so lucky to have lots of figs Jen. My two year old fig tree only produced one fig. I am hoping for more next year :-)