Sunday, February 17, 2013
Going well, then what do I do....miss tablets, get a craving and give into it....then continue on thinking well I have blown it now what the hell !!
Now today...got to get the damn halo back on and remember how good I have been feeling about myself....the mood I am in its not gonna be easy.
A week of early starting shifts coming up...gotta get myself organised.
PS. Today has gone from bad to worse...then after reading a few blogs I decided I HAVE to stop putting myself down, I can do this. I am not perfect, I do get cravings and do give into them, I do make mistakes, and I will self doubt myself....again.....but I am no quitter and I will not give in. Then realising this my day got better....
Monday morning 5.20am......self sabotaged myself again last night, but I ain't no quitter so continue on I will. I will eventually succeed....its another day today.