Beginning of the week I had got myself together, was following a program and felt good about myself and my efforts.
Come Thursday…visitors arrived for the big speedway weekend…and I was prepared, Thursday night dinner organised, as were meals for Friday. Saturday was rained out…so my mood turned the same and the pattern was set for a blow out.
Now I am disgusted with myself and my lack of restraint..I have plied myself with treats throughout the day and consoled myself as only I can by eating junk.
I now try to prepare myself with menu's for tomorrow and getting myself back on the wagon.
Boy am I finding this hard, but if I want to make myself healthier and fitter I need too…its 11.5 months to our cruise.
I AM NOT A QUITTER…I can do this, just get to get through that first week and stay totally on track….and then I might remember how good that feeling is again. Keep on going like I am the weight is only get higher and its going to be harder and harder to get off.
| Our friend Trev who was racing this weekend. He and another good friend travelled down for the weekend and hubby and I were pit crew keeping him and the car on the track. |
And can't leave without the latest collage of our little William.

Hi
ReplyDeleteBeautiful baby pics!
Cheers Peta
Oh no Jen - try to stick with it. I know exactly how you feel because i am in the same boat. I have had two days of cutting out sugar and only had healthy small portion meals and I have put on 1kg - go figure !
ReplyDeleteHere's to a better few days for both of us.
Me xox
I am with you on this one too... i have so many things to look forward to and want to be slimmer for... but even as I type i am finishing off my salad wrap with some chocolate i found in the pantry!!! Arghhhh
ReplyDeleteGood luck getting on track and staying there.
ReplyDeleteWilliam... OMG he's growing like a weed!