This is how I feel at the moment .....so "WHATEVER" !! I am not sleeping properly, work is sooooooo busy, and I am tired, moody and downright bitchy!! And so hungry...I am eating too much these last few days, I don't think I have gone to much overboard...I hope!! I am drinking gallons of water daily, and excercising everyday. Emailing Berrie tonight and other than menopause and hormone troubles we think it could be lack of protein thats causing the hungery's. So think it's back to basics for me...weighing food, checking portion sizes etc and stop being so casual about all this and start getting serious again. RIGHT !!! I can do it!!!Am hoping this new medication for hormones/menopause and thyroid I am on will start kicking in soon and I can get serious about losing this last little bit of weight....I do feel better than what I did other than the very restless/sleepless nights. Can't really tell as work is so full on and tiring anyways. Got 3 days off being a long weekend so hopefully I can have a bit of r&r. Some fishing hopefully if the weather stays fine...ohhhhhh and my nephews 21st Saturday night in Manjimup, and catching up with my dear mum, brother and sister and friends who will all be there.But I am not going to put a time frame on it.....I will just keep at it and one day soon I will get there....I know I will. No weigh in this Monday evening, so have time to get myself into gear and do something to get this body of mine back to norm and me feeling real good again!!
Just a post to wish me HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY!!!Yeaaaa this week I celebrated my 1st year with weight watchers and after my 100g loss last night I have lost a total of 24.9 kilo's!! Did my measurements again this morning even thou they aren't due to next week and in the year I have lost 126cm....wowwwww!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOWhat a game.....WE WON!! WEST COAST EAGLES beat Adelaide...yeaaaaaaaI am so excited still.....I could hardly watch the game, my tummy had a herd of elephants in it instead of butterfly's, but I earned heaps of bonus points bouncing around in the last quarter willing the Eagles on to a win!! Gee, wish I could go see the EAGLES kick Sydneys butt at the Grand Final!! Ohhh I hope so anyways, its gotta be our turn this year!!!
After a topsy turvy week, I weighed in on Monday evening and lost 600g.......Having another "topsy turvy" week this week...menopause and thyroid meds have been changed....and having some sleepless/restless nights and having cravings but I will be doing the best I can....
WE ARE THE EAGLESTHE WEST COAST EAGLESWE ARE FLYING HIGH
My footy team played tonight, phewwwwwwwww we won!! I wonder how many bonus points I earned myself jumping up and down barracking!!?? Being the semi finals, and having lost to Sydney last week, it was nerve racking to watch.
It's been a tough week for me this week...I had a phone call from my daughter who lives in Victoria, she needed me as she had few problems and was suffering from a huge bout of homesickness!! I felt hopeless and feeling completely drained and tired and missing my girl heaps I headed for the "sugar" and began emotional eating!! Work has been so "full on " and physically hard so all the tiredness I had been feeling I put down to that. It could have been worse, I think I would have gone on a real binge but my dear friend Berrie realised how bad I was feeling and picked me up and helped me try sort out my feelings and moods and tell me all I was feeling was normal... THANKS darl. And Carol too, your advice has been taken on board too, and I agree with you ....MENOPAUSE SUX!!!!
Anyways went to my Dr this morning and my hormone levels are nearly rock bottom, I am allergic to some ingredient in my hrt patches, and my thyroid levels are too high .... so hopefully a change in my meds will get me up and back to feeling alive again.
ANYWAYS ADELAIDE >>>LOOK OUT >>>HERE COME THE EAGLES
It's been one of those weeks....!!Had a great week, did everything right, or so I thought, go to weigh in Monday evening.....AND GAIN 200 grams...!!!What can I say...but I am hanging in there, and I WILL get there eventually...I am too stubborn to give in, I want to get to goal.
I weighed in on Monday evening....I lost 100grams. Was disappointed in that as I expected better, and got very frustrated with myself. But over the "dummy spit" now and upped the excersise, changed the food around a bit...and moving onwards and downwards...with a bit of luck this week....
#3 son Shawn with his daughter SkyeHappy Fathers day son...
#2 son Simon with his daughter Zoe when she was little....Happy Fathers day son....
#1 son Paul with Caitlin, his eldest daughter.Happy Father's day....
Being Fathers Day today, we had the 3 boys come for a bbq lunch and all the grandies of course...but missing was "Daddy's girl" who lives in Melbourne.

Dad....4/6/1930 to 11/10/2001I miss you Dad...You won the battle but lost the war.Love ya..........

Today little Thomas turns a week old.... I took his big sisters (Jessica & Zoe) out today for a Subway lunch then to the hairdressers for a "pretty up". We had a great "girlie" afternoon. Of course when I took them home I had to have a cuddle of my 2 litle boys..18 month old Sheymus and Thomas.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO Blogger pic uploads is working.Now I can show off my granson....the latest addition to my family. Please meet THOMAS SHANE 7lb 40z 51cm
Too much celebrating Thomas's birth and ttom combined gave me a gain of 700g. Less than I expected coz I did celebrate lots....heheheSo this week, its WALK>TRACK>DRINK WATER!!! And with all that work and luck I will lose it...don't want it or need it!!Blogger still not posting pics....darn, I wanted to show of my newest addition.
Yep, Rae the super model "tagged' me and I have to post 5 wierd things/habits about me that people don't know about me! mmmmmmmm no where do I start??Wierdness/Habit #1 I HATE, LOATHE snakes and even when one slithers across the road in front of the car I lift my feet up off the pedals and scream and have to stop myself from looking where I am going!! I can't look at them on tv or in books....I shudder to think of them!Weirdness/Habit #2 I am claustrophobic....I don't like being closed up in confined spacesWeirdness/Habit #3 Geeeeeeeee this is getting hardish!! Does biting my fingernails come into this...mmmm yea its a habit, a bad one too.Weirdness/Habit #4 I very very rarely wear dresses. I like trousers, jeans and pants. Am a bit of a "tomboy" and like to race speedway cars, climb trees and don't mind getting dirty!! Weirdness/Habit #5 I am allergic to pine trees in bloom..the flowers and sap give me a hive like rash.There you are Rae...being "tagged" certainly got me thinking....Good luck tomorrow on your ww super modeling, smileeeeee and have fun, you and Donna both deserve it.Blogger still won't let me post pics, darn! I wanted to show off my newest little grandie. oooooooppppsssss been celebrating, weigh in tomorrow night.......eeeeeeekkkkk demon scales!!!!
Yes, it has happened....my granson was born this evening and I was there to witness the birth. Absolutely magic!! The little boy is as yet un-named but it should be Thomas Shane.....ohhhhhhhh I am so happy. He was 7lb 40z and 51cm long...and just so beautiful.I was hoping to post a pic but for some reason I can't get pics to post...darn!On Monday I weighed in and lost 200g. 2.8 kilo's to go....
Was going to post a few pics but "blogger" won't do it for some reason! But ohhh well when it gets sorted out I will. The tornado that went through this estate I live in was devastating and very destructive leaving many people homeless, some houses were completely demolished and others damaged, some more will have to be demolished, others can be repaired. They are saying over $10 million of damages. The premier has been and declared the area a natural disaster zone.Over the past week a lot of time has been donated by people and businesses and a massive clean up has been going on. It has been marvellous the way people have come together and supported the community. It is going to take a long time though before insurances etc can be sorted out and the rebuilding process can begin.Today I have been down the local bush brigade helping with the morning teas and lunches for all the volunteers. All the food has been donated by businesses and cakes etc have been donated by families like mine who were not suffering damage. Being Sunday I didn't think there would be too many but there were over 30 of all ages. Marvellous the way this community has pulled together to help each other, isn't it?The tornado was very frightening and I think everytime we have a storm I will be scared of a reoccurrence...I hope not as it is a noise I NEVER want to hear again!!! I want to THANK all those people who were concerned about me and sms'ed, rang or emailed wondering how I was. All I can say is mwahhhhhhh THANK YOU